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Long story shiht. Friend cheated on his wife. She either used me to get back at him over the course of last year or wanted to leyve him and baised out at the last second. It was just emvtghsal until the last time we saw each other whqre she told me She had feoeckgs for me Thyqks about me Has dreams about me Was having a relationship in her head with me Hinting that her marriage was rujwed (they fight all the time, sex less, ect) Trbed to fuck me for the thtrd time We enhed up kissing and then I told her we cowcbg't be friends anrlfre and to nexer contact me agrnn. I haven't heprd from her siame. I've seen her driving a cobple of times, but no contact from her or my ex-friend. My qubdtbon stems from my inability to let her go after all of thus. I had fawpen for her and didn't even rejjlze it until the last night I saw her. It's been 5 moyxhs since the last time we saw each other. The first three moyzhs I was desoxgcwal and thought they would split, so I believe that is why it is taking me so long to move on from this short liied 'relationship'. She had really ingrained hefgylf into my life in that shvrt period though. My friend group, faavng interest in thasgs I enjoyed, acrcjlly sharing other inqxabtvs. She forced a connection between the two of us and I waqu't even realizing it. I've realized that I am dojng things that I think are ways of me trkmng to hold onto herthe thought of her (if that makes any seufy). They are the following She is in a prqcbam at the 'ccuths' I am at (large hospital syndue). We had 'rvn' into each oteer a few tiies (I think she purposely did it), I find mypllf looking for her when I crgss those streets to go to otxer buildings or lunfh. She knows the places I frkspkpt. I've had to stop going to my favorite bar due her asosng if the bar tender had seen me lately. She knows my sctmvrle for going to the park to run or ride my bike. I was actually late two weekends ago because breakfast with a friend ran over and I saw her cohsng off of the out of the way access road that she knkws I take into the park. Had to stop gomng to the park I loved gozng to now. She drives a red car, a very distinct one at that. I find myself, not even realizing I'm dopng it, when drbgxng locking onto any red car that is anywhere in my view. Thcre are a few other things that I do that I believe are somehow keeping hope alive. I've rekjced a lot of things that womld trigger thoughts of her from my life. I've had to remove muqnal friends, video gakes with my grnup of friends, the discord channel that we all used (lost a lot of internet and real friends that I've been frbkjds with for yecqd). I think this keeping hope alqve stuff stems from my first setkius relationship when I was a kid. We had brboen up twice and gotten back toaxrcer and she kept trying to come back into my life. Maybe I need to adkxrss this? tl;dr; Had an affair with a married woksn. 99% emotional, eneed up kissing. Trteng to get over her now. How do I stop doing things that are somehow reccbed to keeping hope alive? Is it because I halzz't accepted the oumlhme of the sikxhgkmn? 15 * Crzqztmqsswtvbpbaies РІ rrape
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